When I graduated from high school, I
guess I was pretty full of myself because I'd managed to go off to the National
Science Fair and come back with a gold and silver medal.
The other rocket boys and I tucked our thumbs behind our lapels and strutted around town although that didn't last long. Getting too puffed up is pretty much a West Virginia sin. Anyway, it's hard to strut around when nobody cares if you do it except yourself.
Oh, yes, I was full of myself... |
The other rocket boys and I tucked our thumbs behind our lapels and strutted around town although that didn't last long. Getting too puffed up is pretty much a West Virginia sin. Anyway, it's hard to strut around when nobody cares if you do it except yourself.
The medal and award which in my memoir and that movie was what all the fuss was about |
What I didn't write about and what the movie people didn't show you,
was when I got home that day and put all the bent tubes and corroded nozzles
and splintered nose cones in a corner of the basement, and Dad had gone back to
work at the mine, and Mom back to work on her painting of Myrtle Beach in the
kitchen, I went upstairs to my room and sat down at my desk and realized I
didn't have anything to do. There was no need to build any more rockets, there
was nothing to study, and I didn't have a single plan for what was supposed to
happen next, mainly because of a letter that had come for me in the spring, one
that I'd picked up myself at the post office without anybody else seeing it but
me. It was not a happy letter and I should have done something about it but I
was in the midst of building my rockets and getting ready for the science fairs
and, somehow, nothing got done.
In such times when I had determined
that I'd really messed up, it was my tendency to seek out my fellow rocket boys
Roy Lee, Sherman, Billy, O'Dell, and Quentin to ask them what I should do. The problem was by the time I decided to do that, they were gone. O'Dell and Billy had joined the Air Force,
Quentin lived in a town three mountains away and I had no idea where he was, and
Roy Lee and Sherman had gone away to visit relatives. So there I was, stuck in
Coalwood and kind of in trouble. After a couple of days of lolling around, playing
with the dogs and reading novels taken from the stacks Mom and Dad kept around
the house, I took a job at the gas station across the street to pump gas and
change oil and put fresh tubes in tires. In the photo below, you can see the gas station with cars parked behind directly across from "The Captain's House" where we lived (the big house in the center).
Sonny aka the Rocket Boy |
Our house and the gas station as seen from the mine |
My parents didn't say a word about the fact that I was still hanging about although, eventually, I suspected they would want to know what plans I might have.
One day in July, after a day at the gas
station, I came into the kitchen, my hands still dirty from changing a tire, to
find Mom working on her painting. She looked over
from the ladder. "What now, Sonny boy? Wash your hands before you touch
anything."
I washed my hands in the kitchen sink,
petted Lucifer our old black tom who was asleep on his back next to the
refrigerator, took a deep breath, and confessed everything. "Mom, I don't
know what I'm going to do now."
"I thought you were waiting to
hear from the Air Force Academy."
"They don't want me."
"Really? How's that?"
"Well, it's Vice President Nixon's
fault."
Mom put down her paint brush and
climbed down from the ladder and threw a leg over a kitchen chair and sat. "Do tell."
Upon her invitation, I proceeded to remind her that I had wanted to go to the Air
Force Academy but Dad wouldn't let me apply because our members of Congress
were all Democrats. Instead, he'd made me apply to the Vice President, one
Richard Milhous Nixon, who was a good Republican and could also nominate young
men for the service academies. This I had done and, just before I'd gone off to
the National Science Fair, the answer had come which was pretty much I'm sorry
but you don't quite fit the bill. Of course, I would eventually exact my revenge of a sort by putting "Nick" in one of my novels.*
Now here I was, working at a gas station with
no prospects for higher education. It was quite a comedown but I deserved it. I
made that clear by ending my discourse by saying "I deserve this. I should
have told you and Dad." Just in case she didn't understand how really
sorry I was, I added a little sniffle.
*Vice President Nixon whom I later made a major character in The Ambassador's Son |
During my discussion of Vice Presidents, service academies, and my general failure to plan for the future, Mom had developed sort of a cat
swallowed a canary smile. "Well, here's the
thing," she said. "It's not Nixon's fault, it's your dad's for making
you avoid Democrats even though, just like the Republicans, they are as rascally a bunch as ever put their hands in the pockets of the working man. However, I know a sloo of 'em and I bet I coulda got you in, not
that that it would have done any good. Your eyes aren't good enough. I read the
health requirements. Did you?"
I confessed I hadn't and watched her
cat-canary smile fade into all seriousness. "You want to be an engineer, you have to go to
engineer school. Heard they got a good one at VPI."
VPI was the Virginia Polytechnic
Institute, sometimes called Virginia Tech. I knew it fairly well because my
brother Jim was going there on a football scholarship. He'd been offered to
play football in a lot of colleges but had decided at first to go to West
Virginia University to play for a famous coach there named Art
"Pappy" Lewis that Jim idolized. But then Coach Lewis abruptly resigned
and my brother, furious that he wouldn't get to play for the coach he'd wanted
to play for, switched over to Virginia Tech where a few other football players he knew had decided to go.
Brother Jim aka the fellow who could knock you into next Sunday on the football field |
Mom added, to keep me from thinking since there was really nothing to think about, "I applied for you back in March, called
down there and talked to Jimmie's coaches, and they went over to wherever they
had to go and got you admitted. You're supposed to show up first week in
September. All the paperwork is on the dining room table."
"How did you know I didn't get in
the Air Force Academy?"
She didn't answer, just gave me that
look that told me I had no secrets from her, not while she had access to my room
and, now that I thought about it, had gone to school with the postmistress of the Coalwood
post office.
And that was that. I could always count
on my mother to do the best thing for me even when I didn't deserve it.
Downtown Coalwood in the 1950's |
I don't recall doing much to get ready
to go to VPI. I didn't read the literature she'd left on the dining room table.
As long as I knew the day and time I was supposed to show up there, I figured it
would be just like when I first went to high school. All I did then was get on a
school bus and ride for awhile and then get off and walk through the door where
the teachers and the principal were waiting to tell all of us where to go, how
to get there, and what was going to happen. Going to school wasn't that complicated.
With the money I'd saved from working
at the gas station and also previously accumulated with a newspaper route, I
bought a motor scooter from Sears Roebuck. When the September date for arrival
at VPI rolled around, armed with a small bag of clothes and some pens and
pencils, I started the scooter up and steered it out onto the road and headed
off 100 miles away to Blacksburg, Virginia. Dad was at the mine and Mom was the
only one to see me off. She didn't say much. I don't think we hugged. I do
remember she came out in the yard and opened the gate so I could drive through
it.
My scooter looked like this. I thought it was cool. I still kind of do which tells you something. |
Once I got going, I didn't look back.
Coalwood was over for me, or at least I thought it was. Although I didn't see
her, I have since imagined what my mom did after she closed the gate behind me.
For a while, she probably watched the place where her little Sonny boy had
disappeared past the first house on Substation Row. For all I know, maybe she even shed a tear but past that, I think she turned on her heel and went into the house, there to contemplate what
next she might do to save her husband and herself from the town she just could
not love no matter how hard she tried. She was done with me and rightfully so.
It was time for me to take care of myself.
Elsie Hickam aka The Rocket Mom |
There was, however, a small problem. By the time
I'd been accepted, all the dormitories were full and that was something even my
mother couldn't fix. So I had to live in town in a basement apartment with
another late applier, a fellow from California named Cecil C. Childress, III. Since
I was officially Homer H. Hickam, Jr., at least in alliterative fashion, we had it
covered.
"Where's your uniforms, Sonny?" Cecil
asked not too long after he'd welcomed me to our little underground space. I had no clue what he was talking about but, fortunately for me, it turned out Cecil knew a lot more
than I did about Virginia Tech - which wasn't difficult - because his father
had graduated from there and he'd been sent, mildly against his will, to repeat
that experience. The uniforms I needed, he explained, were for the military
units that we were both required to join.
"Jim doesn't wear any
uniforms," I told him.
"That's because he's a football
player. They don't have to be in the Corps."
I had no idea what he was talking about
and I revealed that by repeating his last word. "Corps?"
As in the Virginia Tech Corps of Cadets
which was, he explained, a completely military organization where everyone was
expected to live like they were in the military and wear uniforms and march
around and everything. I was astonished at this turn of events but, on the
other hand, I supposed it was sort of like the Air Force Academy so maybe this
wasn't so bad. The only thing was it was just so unexpected, I didn't know
truly what to make of it.
The Virginia Tech (VPI) Cadet Corps which awaited me. |
And so it was that Cecil took me off to
the cadet corps tailor shop, there to purchase two pairs of gray 100% wool
shirts, two pairs of gray 100% wool pants with black stripes down their sides,
one 100% wool blue dress tunic with brass insignia, one white crossbelt with
brass couplet, one 100% wool overcoat, one dark blue cap with a shiny leatherette
brim and a black leather strap at the base of its crown, one black rubber
raincoat so thick and heavy I could barely pick it up, a white cotton belt with
a wide brass buckle to go with it, and a pair of dress black leather shoes. I'd
brought some cash money Mom had given me before I left and that just about
depleted every cent.
The white belt, Cecil explained, was
called a rat belt. It was so that I could be identified as a freshmen or,
according to the corps vernacular, a rat. That didn't sound good.
A trip to the bookstore was next, there
to buy with the little money I had left a liquid brass polisher called Brasso,
something called a Blitz cloth and a jeweler's cloth to complete the brass
polishing process, a wire gizmo called a Spiffy, and black Kiwi brand shoe
polish, the only one, so Cecil claimed, that truly worked to properly spit shine
shoes which, he said, I would need to do every day. By then, I was essentially
in full zombie mode, just doing what I was told. Nothing seemed right but I
guessed it was.
Once back to our apartment with the
purchases, Cecil looked over my paperwork to see what I'd have to do next.
"You're in Squadron A over at Eggleston Hall which is in the lower quad.
They'll be expecting you today. Let's get you fixed up and then you better get
on over there and report in."
"Fixed up" required the use
of all the brass polishing chemicals and implements (especially to make sure my brass belt buckle was real shiny), spit shining my shoes
until I could see myself in them - Cecil showed me how and actually did most of
it - and tucking my shirt into my pants so that it was flat in the back without
any bagging. Cecil also showed me how to use the Spiffy to keep the tabs of the
shirt collar straight and properly flat, how to wear the cap squared away with
the brim no more than two fingers above my nose, and, lastly, how to walk or,
as Cecil put it, to "drag right" and "square corners."
This was truly mind-boggling stuff. To
drag right meant to keep my right shoulder next to every wall, and to square
corners meant to sharply execute a right or left turn any time I wanted to
change directions. It was, Cecil said, necessary for rats to always drag right
and square corners any time they were in the upper or lower quadrangles where
the Corps dormitories (or barracks as they were sometimes called) were located and also inside the dorms themselves. I don't recall if I asked why this was but it didn't matter. It was and that was it.
After I got dressed up, my skin
crawling beneath the itchy wool of the uniform, Cecil inspected me and said,
"I guess it will have to do," and pointed me in the right direction.
"You either go now or they'll come after you."
I went but not on my scooter. Cecil said it was illegal for a freshman to have a vehicle on campus - something else I'd kind of missed in the literature - so that meant walking. Along the way, which was about a mile, my shirt sort of came loose in the back, and I guess I handled my brass belt buckle a bit leaving behind a greasy fingerprint or two, and I walked through some mud with my shiny new shoes (which hurt, anyway), and the wind blew my cap to the back of my head. I gave none of that any thought. The lower quadrangle,
where Squadron A was located, looked like an ancient castle built out of gray
stone and just as forbidding. I entered it, found the quadrangle empty, and
continued to the dormitory marked with a brass plaque that said Eggleston which was where Squadron A was
supposed to be.
There was a heavy wooden door which I opened and walked inside
into a hallway that was so deeply polished, I could see my reflection. The smell of
wax and cleansers was almost overpowering. Everything just gleamed. I spotted a
fellow in a cadet uniform lounging beside a water fountain. He looked at me and
his eyes widened. "Hello," I said. "I'm Sonny Hickam. I was told
to report here. Do you know where I'm supposed to go?"
Eggleston Hall |
Which was the last thing I said for a
good long time mainly because for much of that good long time, I had a bucket
on my head.
But, oh, the adventures I was about to have over the next four years including building a giant brass cannon we decided to call the Skipper...
Cadet Sonny Hickam aka Skipper cannon boy |